It occurred to me today that I start these things with a quick rundown of my mood & my overall physical health. I think I sort of prefer that because that is the least interesting part of any of this. Anyhow. It's actually been a decent day. I woke up with a very unhappy stomach, … Continue reading Friday, August 23, 2019
Thursday, August 22, 2019
Okay, let's quit messing around & get started. The Funk has, more or less, left me. However, I have been moving today, so the Sleep hasn't tried me, & have had multiple communes with the front yard. I'm going to have to do something about that. With is too much of a hassle & without … Continue reading Thursday, August 22, 2019
Wednesday, August 21, 2019
So it has been an interesting day, hasn't it? The President of the United States of America, Donald Trump, showed his ass to the entire world all day long. He just did, don't argue with me. I don't care if you thought it was the most masterful stroke of politics since Kenndey curb-stomped Nixon or Reagan made Mondale look … Continue reading Wednesday, August 21, 2019
Tuesday, August 20, 2019
The Funk has its claws deep in me. I am down & discouraged with things in general. I can't help but wonder if this is worth the effort, if there's anyone paying attention, if I want anyone to pay attention. Maybe I just should find another kitchen hereabouts & consider that's it. The Funk plus the … Continue reading Tuesday, August 20, 2019
Monday, August 19, 2019
I stayed up too late last night, my sleep mask slipped off at one point, & I've felt out of sorts all day. Really, I'm not up for this & frankly don't give a shit. But this is Work & Work Must Be done. So. Reason I stayed up too late is I was playing … Continue reading Monday, August 19, 2019
Sunday, August 18, 2019
Sunday morning - & afternoon, heading into evening - coming down, indeed. Decent enough day & decent enough mood. The anxiety & skittishness of the past couple of days has seemed to pass. I wonder if it was yesterday's medication run to Tupelo. Momma, the Therapist, the Psych Doc, the Little Brother, the Sister-In-Law, the Better … Continue reading Sunday, August 18, 2019
Saturday, August 17, 2019
The Sleep overtook me today, & I just let it happen. The cruddy feeling & foul mood of yesterday continued, so I feel I didn't miss much. I'm in one of my down moods, where I don't want to do anything much beyond stay asleep & not dream, or failing that, stare at the wall/moronic … Continue reading Saturday, August 17, 2019
Friday, August 16, 2019
It's Friday, another day of suffocating heat. I feel like I have red-clay mud flowing through my veins instead of good, old blood. This how I used to feel before I spent the week in the hospital to learn I'd have to spend the rest of my life taking Elvis-sized handfuls of pills for hypertension. … Continue reading Friday, August 16, 2019
Thursday, August 15, 2019
Last day of the teeth cleaning regime. Things look as good as they can, which just about sums up my philosophy of life more than damn near anything, I'd bet. I'm glad to see everyone's alright. I don't even pretend to give half a damn for racing in general or NASCAR in particular, but Dale Earnhardt, … Continue reading Thursday, August 15, 2019
Addendum
It's Momma's birthday. She's 70. She's what's keeping me here. She does her best.
Dear Y'all 